And now you’re here. Now you’re with me. All day all night. You eat with me because you like my food. You also watch with me the movies that I watch. I can not take a shower alone, but I love it, because you take it with me. Now you are smiling because I am writing to you. Now you are laughing because I’m making fun of you but you know that I’m not serious is just a joke.
Now you are in my plans, now you are the girl of my future, but I don’t like it, because you are changing my plans, forgetting all the things that I planed to do, just because of you.
Now I would leave all my tasks to be with you.
And I don’t want. I don’t want to think in you. I don’t want to stay with you all the day, just thinking that… I’m on panic.
Just keep forcing me to be a better person.
Just do It in a healthy way, don’t think that, if I trust you and I believe you and I do the things that you want me to do you can control and manipulate me, because that is not true, I trust you because I am in love with you, because I think you do that because also you love me.
So, my next plan will be just to be your friend, just to be there when you need It, I am going to try to don’t make weird situation, you know, sometimes I can not avoid this situations. I will be just your friend, I can not be more than that, I don’t owe you. Also I am from valencia, and you are from other planet 🌍. It’s imposible to be together and don’t suffer, because maybe the life is about that, keep away the suffering. And keep close the surf.